I'm pooped today - Bob said "Of course you are, not only did you have to sit through two days of dr. appointments and tests - but now you have to relive them with everyone you talk to when they ask you how it went!!!" I realized he's right - as much as I'm happy to answer them - it is like reliving it all over again and again! Not that it was horrible - but certainly tiring. I keep asking myself - am I tired because of the cancer - or just tired because of all the extra things i need to deal with. I think it's the latter, as I have to say, I really haven't felt sick at all.

Still no word about the scans - hopefully I'll hear tomorrow - have to admit I'm stressed over that. If anything shows up - it will complicate things greatly. I really need a qigong treatment - I always feel so great - and so clear afterwards. If surgery isn't until the 25th, I may just take a mental health trip to Rockport this week to restore my spirit, and will definately try to get a treatment from Joe as well. He (my medical qigong practitioner) has been such a blessing to me. He has an amazing gift, and I have had so many powerful experiences in his presence.